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U - Unsure
(Leah)
When Radleigh first asked me to go back to L.A with him – in
the middle of an argument, as usual – I admit it. I was scared. Unsure. If he’d
had his way, he’d have had me packed up and on the next flight with him. I
needed a little reassurance first, though. I wanted go, of course. But I also
didn’t want to spend the rest of my life moving back and forth every time we
realised we couldn’t actually live together.
As it turned out, when we stopped fighting how we felt, we
stopped fighting completely.
I knew we could get along – in America, we’d had some great
times. Most of them happened when we were away from L.A, but even so, those
were the times I’d gotten better glimpses of who Radleigh was. The times I
started to fall in love with him.
I would move back with him, of course. His whole life, his
family, his career – they were all in L.A. He needed to be there, and I needed
to be with him. I wasn’t unsure anymore.
There's nothing better than the feeling you get when all becomes clear and all that uncertainty has gone. Good to be positive.
ReplyDeleteHow delightful not to be unsure of a relationship. :) sweet
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It's a wonderful feeling when you're no longer unsure of the direction you should take.
ReplyDeleteTaMara
One of AJ's AtoZ wHooligans
Tales of a Pee Dee Mama
I love that last line! :)
ReplyDeleteIt definitely is good to be certain about what you want. Uncertainty can be exhausting.
ReplyDeleteWhen you know it's right, you know.
ReplyDeleteFrom someone who is almost always uncertain, I can really appreciate her feelings here!
ReplyDeleteI like the sentence about when they stopped fighting how they felt, they stopped fighting. A lot of couples can learn from that.
ReplyDeleteI love how she works through this.
ReplyDeleteTrue Heroes from A to Z
It can be scary to pack up and move with someone, but I'm glad she figured out what is really important to her.
ReplyDeleteYep, follow your heart...all the way to the USA!
ReplyDeleteBoth in real life and in fiction, I love it when someone has that resolve.
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